Today was just interesting...confusing, and made me think a lot about life in the future in high school. Let's start with the basics, shall we? First, today I discovered that Aaron (yep, sophomore Aaron from 9th grade math class and history class from last year-he looks a bit like Rob Thomas from Matchbox Twenty to me, but that's just me) is Tania's (freshman-friend in PE) boyfriend. It doesn't make me extremely jealous--I'm not. I used to like Aaron back in 9th grade, but as a friend. Same with Josiah in PE. He's just a friend. In fact, I don't think I love anybody. (Maybe somebody loves me, but I can't really tell at this point).

And then, this girl in Latin is a senior, and I will miss her next year...

And then, I found out that Karina may go to Beckman next year...(*glues Karina's feet down to cement, grabs a hold of her--does anything so she doesn't go*) We've been friends since 8th grade, Karina! just 'cause I'm hanging out with my brother and his friends this year doesn't mean that we can't still be friends!! i don't want you to go!! first it was Danielle, then Raissa, and now you!! don't leave Raissa and me behind at Foothill!!!

Beckman's stupid...it's a stupid high school...Foothill's better (sure, Marianne's at Beckman, but I'm e-mailing her, and it's like talking to her...I'm not sad, I'm not sad, I'm not--)

I guess you could say I don't like changes in my life...I mean, I like when I go from junior high to high school--it's a bit scary, new, and, I admit, it's a change, but it's a change I get used to. It's a school. I guess I hate losing my old friends I knew ever since 8th grade. I know I can't hold onto them forever, but I lost so many between elementry and now it's amazing I have any friends. Maybe I won't lose touch with Susie, or Monica, or Sarah--Karina was my friend since 8th grade. Danielle was too, and Raissa. Danielle's gone, Karina, well, I don't see her much, and Raissa's sister in Sci-Fi club with me. We all used to hang out together--it was the four musketeers. Since everyone split, it's now been reduced to the two musketeers (Raissa and me). Karina may go to Beckman, and I know I probably can't stop her, so I may just have to get used to it and find some people to hang out with next year, some people who are juniors. In fact, if push comes to shove, I may hang out with Raissa (if she doesn't transfer to Beckman).

Today was just interesting...confusing, and made me think a lot about life in the future in high school. Let's start with the basics, shall we? First, today I discovered that Aaron (yep, sophomore Aaron from 9th grade math class and history class from last year-he looks a bit like Rob Thomas from Matchbox Twenty to me, but that's just me) is Tania's (freshman-friend in PE) boyfriend. It doesn't make me extremely jealous--I'm not. I used to like Aaron back in 9th grade, but as a friend. Same with Josiah in PE. He's just a friend. In fact, I don't think I love anybody. (Maybe somebody loves me, but I can't really tell at this point).

And then, this girl in Latin is a senior, and I will miss her next year...

And then, I found out that Karina may go to Beckman next year...(*glues Karina's feet down to cement, grabs a hold of her--does anything so she doesn't go*) We've been friends since 8th grade, Karina! just 'cause I'm hanging out with my brother and his friends this year doesn't mean that we can't still be friends!! i don't want you to go!! first it was Danielle, then Raissa, and now you!! don't leave Raissa and me behind at Foothill!!!

Beckman's stupid...it's a stupid high school...Foothill's better (sure, Marianne's at Beckman, but I'm e-mailing her, and it's like talking to her...I'm not sad, I'm not sad, I'm not--)

I guess you could say I don't like changes in my life...I mean, I like when I go from junior high to high school--it's a bit scary, new, and, I admit, it's a change, but it's a change I get used to. It's a school. I guess I hate losing my old friends I knew ever since 8th grade. I know I can't hold onto them forever, but I lost so many between elementry and now it's amazing I have any friends. Maybe I won't lose touch with Susie, or Monica, or Sarah--Karina was my friend since 8th grade. Danielle was too, and Raissa. Danielle's gone, Karina, well, I don't see her much, and Raissa's sister in Sci-Fi club with me. We all used to hang out together--it was the four musketeers. Since everyone split, it's now been reduced to the two musketeers (Raissa and me). Karina may go to Beckman, and I know I probably can't stop her, so I may just have to get used to it and find some people to hang out with next year, some people who are juniors. In fact, if push comes to shove, I may hang out with Raissa (if she doesn't transfer to Beckman).